Second SAA meeting.

I found myself, last time, very attracted to a man at the group. He offered to be my sponser. I've been making frequent phone calls to him when I'm left feeling neglected by my boyfriend. I found myself wanting to sleep with him. Very badly.
I went to a party tonight and I found myself attracted to one of my best friends. last Saturday I went to a party and found myself attracted to this friends best friend.
In the last month I started recording the days that I don't throw up. Two days in the lasy month. But each of these days has been a terrible achivement. I'm drowning. Help