Showing posts with label Ana. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ana. Show all posts

Monday, July 15, 2013

Peace out.

Done with Carl and all of his fucking bullshit. 
He's a coward. 
I'm leaving for the Windy City on Thursday and not coming back. 
Not eating anything. I'm drunk or high from the roof top to the parking lot. 
I started sleeping with some guy. It made me realize how selfish Carl was in bed. He never even bothered to kiss me. I don't want him back, I just want someone who loves me. I can't do that in this body. My therapist wants me to do treatment. I'm saying no. Maybe I'll just move allllll the way to Chicago. 
I'm seriously over my current life. I need something more fresh. 
Carl stood me up on all of our dates so far, lead me on for a month.. Fuck him. I don't need him.