Monday, July 15, 2013

Peace out.

Done with Carl and all of his fucking bullshit. 
He's a coward. 
I'm leaving for the Windy City on Thursday and not coming back. 
Not eating anything. I'm drunk or high from the roof top to the parking lot. 
I started sleeping with some guy. It made me realize how selfish Carl was in bed. He never even bothered to kiss me. I don't want him back, I just want someone who loves me. I can't do that in this body. My therapist wants me to do treatment. I'm saying no. Maybe I'll just move allllll the way to Chicago. 
I'm seriously over my current life. I need something more fresh. 
Carl stood me up on all of our dates so far, lead me on for a month.. Fuck him. I don't need him. 

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